The Hormone Cycle

That's right people, just follow it around clockwise from the top left.
And to explain what I mean about it being a vicious circle (yes I know I spelt it wrong- I don't give a damn):
Something silly small and irrelevant will set me off, could really be anything at all, like a snail that's being attacked by birds or something. Then I become angry at myself for being so weak and wussy to cry over something like that. Then the angry turns to insanity because when my minds becomes overloaded with self fury, that's what happens. (I also start laughing when people punch/hit/thump/slap me)I become so insane and crazy I say stupid thinks and act like a 3 year old on caffiene and a sheetload of sugar. Almost immediately afterwards however I feel depressed and worry about:
what people think of me
how i think of myself
how people think I think of myself
if I'm overthinking the whole thing
that i am overthinking the whole thing
if i'm being paranoid or not
if people can tell im worried
if people think im being a drama queen
if I *am* being a drama queen.
This usually is enough to make me very depressed which makes me feel sad which then digresses again into the hysterical stage. And the process starts again.